Removing Fear Blocks Through Clarity

2/3/2026:

Writing time! 

Firstly, I am feeling SO grateful right now. I got 1 hour of sleep but I am still feeling alive and so at peace with myself and my life. So grateful for the ability to move my body and express myself freely. How LUCKY am I. Thank you Universe for blessing me with this life. For my beautiful kitties, for my beautiful apartment, for the most magical yoga class this morning with a lovely instructor and group of people. I am so excited for what the future holds - but also want to celebrate all that I have right now. I feel so blessed and excited. 

I am at Haan coffee right now (my fav) and just calculated my net worth (which I have never done). I am facing my fears and breaking the blocks that I have around money (Thanks to the book “Secrets of the Millionaire Mind” - I highly recommend). As I was calculating all of my assets and expenses, I noticed the feeling of tension arise in my body as I opened each app to see what was in there. But having all of it written out in front of me, I feel a sense of relief. 

I thought that ignoring my money would prevent me from having to face my inner fears and negative beliefs that I wouldnt have enough. I thought that just going about my life, spending as I please, without any actual true awareness of how much I was worth, would allow me to live the life of freedom that I desired. But that was all wrong.

Ignorance is not always bliss. Sometimes ignorance is just our way of escaping the truth. Escaping what is right in front of us, so we can continue to live in delusion and never have to truly face our fears and shadows.

I am grateful for this lesson. I am grateful to now know that I AM capable of growing my money. I AM capable of being financially responsible and financially free. I AM capable of all that I desire, because I know my worth – and now I know how to track it :)

Now, I don’t feel as afraid to check my accounts because I know exactly how much I have. Pretty cool how such a simple act of writing everything down has allowed me to heal a part of myself that was afraid to do so.

Through aligned action, we are capable of achieving all that we desire in this life. Through aligned action, we allow the divine to move THROUGH us - to show us the path forward. Without action, we will stay exactly where we are.

This may seem obvious, but sometimes it isn’t. When we are stuck in the loop of overthinking, of comparison, of being in our heads rather than in our bodies, we cant go anywhere. Until we take the first step towards the life that we want, we will not be able to see the true value of aligned action.

So this is your sign. Take the first step – it can be as small or as big as you can handle right now. The key here is not to do everything at once. Just ONE step forward. One step to get you moving, so that you can be pushed forward towards your dreams.

Love,

Julia